Today
again I failed.
Again I got insulted by others.
Again I didn’t complete my work .
Again I don’t have any excuse .
Again I had listened to another story.
And again I am repeating this all words.
Today I want an answer.
Hey god, can you give me an answer?
Hey, you are listening or not.
Give me an answer you know everything . Tell me why I failed always .
But again I don’t get the answer.
Again god didn’t help me.
Again I ask myself … should I ask my friend ?
No . They can not understand my feelings.
Ummm should I ask my parents ?
No no no I can’t .. yesterday my father scolded me .
and my mother also supported him.
Then who will help ?
And again I am weeping .
Again my heart is getting pain.
Now I am not able to think .
I want to die.
But again I can’t because I don’t have guts.
I am crying . I should not weep now I should wash my eyes .otherwise anyone will come .
Now let go the washroom . I got up and going in front of the mirror.
I see myself in front the MIRROR .
image
suddenly I am looking at myself continue.
I am not able to understand what is happening.
I am scared.
I don’t know why I am staring myself.
Few minute after I feels that I am taking myself in front of the mirror.
I am confused what is happening.
But I don’t want to leave.
I don’t want to go back .
Somewhere I am getting myself
Then few minutes after I heard something .
” Hey ”
Who said hey
What is happening
Again another sound come
” Hey look at me ”
I scared .. I want to go back .
” Hey look at me .. don’t go back. ”
” Just look in the mirror. ”
” I am you ”
” I am your answer ”
I stopped.. mirror is talking with me or I am in the mirror .
I said .. hey
Mirror replied : hey …. what happened.
Now I feel comfortable .
I said you can not understand my feeling you are the mirror.
Mirror : why you cry every time .
Me : because I failed again and again and again .
Mirror : who told you that you are failed.
Me : rubbish !! I know myself I failed many times .
Mirror : tell me in which race you failed.
Me : I didn't participate the race .
Mirror : then how you failed ?
I think myself how i failed ? I am not in the race then how i failed.
Mirror : what you are thinking to tell me.
Me : i ..i..i..i am not good in study.
Mirror : so .
Me : but my parents only depend on a study.
Mirror : so… just do
Me : they doesn’t know that nowadays so many opportunities came .. technologies and modernisation came. I can do another thing .
Mirror : what you want to be .
Me : I don’t know but I am doing engineering..
Mirror : but you are not good in study.
Me : ya but I am an average student. I never fail in school.
Mirror : then why you cry always
Why you slap yourself ?
Me : because I don’t have any talent .
My friends are goods in music and others are good in sports.
and they all have a relationship.
Mirror : ohh you are feeling jealousy
Me : no I respect them but I am not like my friends they are active .
Mirror : and what your friends doesn’t have .
Me : i am 6ft they are not.
I respect others talent
But they tease.
Somewhere I am good in other activity .
They have some bad habits but I don’t have…
Mirror : it means you are better than your friends.
Me : I don’t know but maybe I am good.
Mirror : but you failed . Have you ever complete your race.
Me : I told you I am not in the race .
Mirror : if you in the race then ?
Me : I don’t care how many participates are there . How many students are sitting in the exam hall?
They all are not my body parts why I count peoples .. if I going to give an exam that time I have a one pan one sheet 3 hours one mind I will write myself .. I don’t care who is writing or not.
Mirror : if you are not in the race .
If you don’t care how many peoples are participating . Then why you cry.
I was looking continuously in the mirror
I started thinking all of my failures.
I started thinking how many times I didn’t understand my reality.
I took long breath .. and see the Mirror
My eyes are shining now .
And I have only one word to say in front of the Mirror.
Thank you Mirror
Now I got my answer
Now I knew who I am .
Only you can give my answer
The only mirror can solve my problem
It means only I can do what I want to do.
It means only I can care myself .
Only I can motivate myself.
Only MIRROR AND I ………..
again I failed.
Again I got insulted by others.
Again I didn’t complete my work .
Again I don’t have any excuse .
Again I had listened to another story.
And again I am repeating this all words.
Today I want an answer.
Hey god, can you give me an answer?
Hey, you are listening or not.
Give me an answer you know everything . Tell me why I failed always .
But again I don’t get the answer.
Again god didn’t help me.
Again I ask myself … should I ask my friend ?
No . They can not understand my feelings.
Ummm should I ask my parents ?
No no no I can’t .. yesterday my father scolded me .
and my mother also supported him.
Then who will help ?
And again I am weeping .
Again my heart is getting pain.
Now I am not able to think .
I want to die.
But again I can’t because I don’t have guts.
I am crying . I should not weep now I should wash my eyes .otherwise anyone will come .
Now let go the washroom . I got up and going in front of the mirror.
I see myself in front the MIRROR .
image
suddenly I am looking at myself continue.
I am not able to understand what is happening.
I am scared.
I don’t know why I am staring myself.
Few minute after I feels that I am taking myself in front of the mirror.
I am confused what is happening.
But I don’t want to leave.
I don’t want to go back .
Somewhere I am getting myself
Then few minutes after I heard something .
” Hey ”
Who said hey
What is happening
Again another sound come
” Hey look at me ”
I scared .. I want to go back .
” Hey look at me .. don’t go back. ”
” Just look in the mirror. ”
” I am you ”
” I am your answer ”
I stopped.. mirror is talking with me or I am in the mirror .
I said .. hey
Mirror replied : hey …. what happened.
Now I feel comfortable .
I said you can not understand my feeling you are the mirror.
Mirror : why you cry every time .
Me : because I failed again and again and again .
Mirror : who told you that you are failed.
Me : rubbish !! I know myself I failed many times .
Mirror : tell me in which race you failed.
Me : I didn't participate the race .
Mirror : then how you failed ?
I think myself how i failed ? I am not in the race then how i failed.
Mirror : what you are thinking to tell me.
Me : i ..i..i..i am not good in study.
Mirror : so .
Me : but my parents only depend on a study.
Mirror : so… just do
Me : they doesn’t know that nowadays so many opportunities came .. technologies and modernisation came. I can do another thing .
Mirror : what you want to be .
Me : I don’t know but I am doing engineering..
Mirror : but you are not good in study.
Me : ya but I am an average student. I never fail in school.
Mirror : then why you cry always
Why you slap yourself ?
Me : because I don’t have any talent .
My friends are goods in music and others are good in sports.
and they all have a relationship.
Mirror : ohh you are feeling jealousy
Me : no I respect them but I am not like my friends they are active .
Mirror : and what your friends doesn’t have .
Me : i am 6ft they are not.
I respect others talent
But they tease.
Somewhere I am good in other activity .
They have some bad habits but I don’t have…
Mirror : it means you are better than your friends.
Me : I don’t know but maybe I am good.
Mirror : but you failed . Have you ever complete your race.
Me : I told you I am not in the race .
Mirror : if you in the race then ?
Me : I don’t care how many participates are there . How many students are sitting in the exam hall?
They all are not my body parts why I count peoples .. if I going to give an exam that time I have a one pan one sheet 3 hours one mind I will write myself .. I don’t care who is writing or not.
Mirror : if you are not in the race .
If you don’t care how many peoples are participating . Then why you cry.
I was looking continuously in the mirror
I started thinking all of my failures.
I started thinking how many times I didn’t understand my reality.
I took long breath .. and see the Mirror
My eyes are shining now .
And I have only one word to say in front of the Mirror.
Thank you Mirror
Now I got my answer
Now I knew who I am .
Only you can give my answer
The only mirror can solve my problem
It means only I can do what I want to do.
It means only I can care myself .
Only I can motivate myself.
Only MIRROR AND I ………..